Fighting, living, dreaming, hoping and wishing...

Assignments, projects, work, work,work...

Not a pretty situation haha. =P

Ok so I have been swamped with all of the above. And it's not going to get any better until the end of September.... Though it sure rocks that being busy means once u get to bed, you pass out in seconds. No dreamless sleep though... Sigh. =)

I don't know about life. It's bittersweet really....That's all I can figure.

I have been unconsciously building dreams inside my head...
Woah.
*Cha ching*
The "ooh so you got it!" moment! =P

Ok. That sounds mad, I think. =D

So yeah. I really hope I can fulfill those dreams. There are some things I really want to do in the next five years. And definitely before I kick the bucket.

Hmm... oh. another 'cha ching!' moment: ;)

It hit me awhile ago how difficult it is to be a director. The vision you see...to create that same vision on- stage or on-screen with some one else is SO tough! To make them see what you see, to make them understand.. It's tougher than you'd think it would be.

I know now because of a play I'm a part of in college. =P

That's one of my dreams. Theatre... There's just something beautiful about it. I want to try it, want to give it a shot.

I'm really excited about a theatre fest which I have in college tomorrow. Looking forward to catching up on a few awesome acts and fillers, of course! =D

Did i mention I've had a couple of crazy days recently? Ok, unexpected mad stuff. =D One involved me walking part of the distance (pretty long though) home alone from the station pretty late at night with no one really knowing what I was up to. It was great fun! I had music and night lights and I'd forgotten how awesome it is to take long walks on your own some times. Haven't done that since MONTHS!
The other one involved me making friends with someone, who was in distress like I was. haha! That was so funny! We were stranded on an unknown station far away from home and helped each other figure out a way to get home. =)
Oh there were others like me tripping and falling hard, getting muck on my clothes early in the morning, just on the day of a presentation. Haha. =P

And oh! Contemporary dancing....ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Ok. Need to get back to work *scowls and then ruins it by smiling !* =P

Parting shot: " Sometimes, I'm afraid when you go,
Sometimes, I'm afraid when you come home...
Underneath it all,
I think I'm afraid when there is nothing at all...."