"I want to lie here,look at the stars until i fall asleep."

I just need to feel the sky around me.


Oh,above me.

I want to fall asleep smiling.

I know,I know.

need to think happy thoughts.

Ha,I just noticed i've got so many sad songs on my playlist.

Hmm.

parting shot: "i'll close my eyes and wish,wish you were here."

A little lost.

Well,that's life,eh?








"You gotta be patient.
You've got to wait.
Your sunshine's not far,
You'll reach there soon enough."

Parting shot: "I miss you so much,it hurts."

M.

I miss you so much.

Parting shot: "I love you."

Forgive me.

I'm sorry.
I was never right,
I never meant to hurt you.
I was always a mess,
Why did I have to drag you in it?

I shouldn't let you suffer,
I'm sorry.

I can't stand I put you in pain,
I wish I could steal all that pain,
Take it as my own.

You'll never be alone,
I'll always be hanging around you,
Missing you,
Thinking about you,
Loving you.

I'm an idiot.

WHY do i have to put others in pain just because i'm in pain?

I have absolutely NO RIGHT to do that.

I'm a stupid,selfish person.

I deserve to suffer.

I deserve to feel pain.

I get that.

But to cause someone else my pain?

I suck big time.

I'm sorry.

I kind of wish i just stop existing.

I'm so useless.

And i'm not trying to gain sympathy.

I don't deserve it.

am on a Self hating spree.

Parting shot: "I'm not worth it."

Uhhhhhh...

I want some sort of time out.

From everything.

I want to forget black and white for awhile.

:(

Though I definitely feel better,my confusion is clouding up inside me.

Hmm.

Parting shot: "Don't resent me,when you're feeling empty,keep me in your memory,leave out all the rest,leave out all the rest."

Uhh restless?

I'm feeling that right now.

All jumpy.

Like something's not right.

Like i need to do do something.

AH MAN!

I want to feel at peace :(

Tra la la peace,oh peace,
i'm looking for you,
find me some peace,
Tra la la la.

:D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA!

Smile!

It's evident I've gone insane.

*Fifteen grins*

See?

Told ya!

Parting shot: "Tra la la,oh peace,find me peace."
"Can I pull your cheeks?" :P

Hmm.

Too many emotions flying inside me.

can I hit a brick wall again? :P

Actually no,that wasn't cool at all.

Wouldn't want to experience it again.

I'm talking stupid.

Apologies :)

you know,

sometimes,

all i want to do is tuck away my memories somewhere.

and i want to go to a place entirely different where no one knows me and live a different life.

Why?

I just feel I should do it.

PON AND ZI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY! :P
Parting shot:" :) you complete me."

Never Alone.

If you feel the pain pulling you down,
The tears blinding you,
Nothing making sense,
You're trying to figure out a way to find some light.
Don't worry,
I'll always stand by your side,
I'll never be too far away.
If I can't take the pain away,
I'll at least listen when you need to talk,
I'll share your pain,
I'll try my best,
To get that smile back on your face.

Parting shot: Sudden inspiration. :) Had to write this down.
"You'll always have me to hold onto."

=)

Hahahahahahaha.

DID NOT HAVE THAT TEST TODAY!

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

=P

Today's lecture was funny.

Because none of us actually paid attention.

We played games at the back of the class :P

For a change :D

Poor teacher though :P

Oh looks like i need to go but i'll be back. :D

Parting shot:"YAY!Angels exist! :D Oye,you know i mean you!" =)

Again.

I will walk on the street,
My eyes searching.
I will feel a little lost,
Until i see you.
You will bring a smile back to my face.
Just knowing you're somewhere,
Will make me feel I'm safe.
Just your thoughts,
will give me beautiful dreams.
Just your love,
Will want me to believe,
Life is beautiful.

Parting shot: "I'm yours.forever." :)

I don't know what's going on with me.

Just not feeling very great.

Why?
I don't know.

Not upset or something,

more like...lost.

Anyway,

I should get going.

Parting shot: "Hug me tight,tell me what I need to hear.
you're the best,you know."

Something.

Every place I go,
I think of you.
Every song I'll sing,

I'll sing for you.

Parting shot: ":) So kiss me and smile for me..."

:D Blahahahaha :P

Hello world :)

Guess what :P

I finally figured out the song i had in my head.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

So today started on a good note.

You know something i've noticed,

The really talented RJs are so good!

I mean,the way they talk on air,

the spontaneous smile which comes up every now and then in their voice,

Crazy! :)

I so want to try that once! :)

Parting shot: "gerry and holly,you guys are perfect! :)"

( P.S.I love you :D)

Beautiful.

:D

Ok.

I know i'm acting funny.

:P

But can't help it.

I am going through so many emotions at once.

It's crazy man :D

Anyway, I need to download a few songs.

I'll get going now. :)

Parting shot:"You know you're the most beautiful,the most perfect,the most amazing.. :D"

I'm my worst enemy.

This is a fact.

I plunge into emptiness because of my own thoughts and stupidity.

Sometimes,

everything feels...so wrong.

And then,you look back to the the times when you were completely happy and you feel tears welling up inside you.

I hate myself sometimes.

Gosh,this is getting sad.

Outta here before I start talking even more negative stuff.

Parting shot: "Hmm.I don't know.seriously."