Sunday, August 22, 2010

Miles away.



If I could then I would,

Build this awesome spaceship which would take me to you whenever I wanted to..

If I could then I would,
Stay next to you for hours on end, hear you talk about your day, hear you laugh, wipe away your tears, shower you with hugs, get frozen in time with you...If i could..then i would, take away every demon which tormented you and battle it out with each monster, fight so hard they'd never come back... If I could then I would, be your super girl and give distance such a spanking it wouldn't trouble you any more.

If I could then I would,
Be by your side,
Whenever you need me,
I'd just forget everything and rush to your side, I'd hold your hand,
I'd be everything you need me to be.
If I could, then I would..

Parting shot: " Two birds fly off together into the sunset, I watch them and smile, I think of you, I wish you were next to me, I wish you were here, i wish you could hold me in your arms tonight, I need you so..."

Friday, August 20, 2010

Life, midnight camp fire, guitars and games.

I realized just a few moments ago how vulnerable we are, to life and death. One moment, it's all set, you know which way your life's gonna go, next moment, BAM! your world collapses around you. You hit a dead end, You fall apart.
I, for one, am this person who gets attached to the little and big things too bad. I just can't let go. I am one emotional fool who can't exist without some things.
Like?, you ask.
Well,
love ( yeah, cheesy maybe but true.) I can't live in a world without love. I'd be broken, my insides screaming all the time. I won't last.
People close to me...Family,friends, better half.. Nope, can't go on without them. No way. I won't see the point in living if the world didn't have them. My world would already have ended.
Hope, it keeps me alive. It gives me strength, little by little.... it teaches me how to hang on when all I feel like doing is letting go...
Music...my medicine. Heals my wounds..
Hmm.. I think it's getting too serious here. Let's switch.
Ooh midnight camp fire. I want to do that! Haven't been to one in such a long time, it's embarrassing. I need to, need to do this. Add this to the HAVE TO DO list. Aww man. Can't believe haven't done this in so long.
Oh I have been wanting to join a star gazing club since forever. Sheesh. Why haven't I done it yet? Oh right, mundane everyday activities. Coming in the way of stuff i really want to do.
Did i mention I love guitars? Because I do, I really do love them! =D
Oh while we're around the camp fire, can someone please play silly games with me? And dance madly too? Thank you. =P
Yes, I need to get back to the..ahem...mundane activities. Excuse me while I sulk a bit too. 'Night.

Parting shot: " Stay strong, I'm holding you,
cry on my shoulder,
don't be afraid, I'm never leaving you..."

Monday, August 16, 2010

Freedom.

Jump over the fence,
Come on now.
You know you're not like them,
You're different.

Take courage in the fact,
That your happy ending awaits.
Don't be sad,
You're different,
You're amazing.

Show them how beautiful you are,
Don't be afraid.
It's okay,
It's okay....

Stay strong,
Lean on me.
We'll do this together.
Ready whenever you are...

On the count of one, two, three,
We'll jump,
we'll jump real high,
laughing, free,
we'll jump and,
reach the other side.

Parting shot: " Whatever I say, anything at all, it's not enough..This feeling..it just is."