Away from this place for some time.

So,

the boards (exams) are looming ahead of me ( and so many others) and therefore,

circumstances are forcing me to take a hiatus from here for awhile.


I'll be back of course but I really want to say:

THIS PLACE ROCKS! :D

One two three,

Say it with me:

B-L-O-G-G-G-R............

Is the

BEST! :P



Amidst all the new year humdrum,

I really do hope 2009 turns out to be nice.

Fingers crossed!

Sometimes, when you've had enough and you're saturated of it all,
shout a bit. It'll work! :P

Parting shot: " Bye. " :) :P

Uh well.

How can a person have so many multiple moods in one day?




AARGH! :( *Deep Sigh*

Parting shot: " Dream On..oh yeah..you heard me. Even if you're pushed down to the ground and kicked in your gut, prove them wrong. Dream on. You are worth it."

Today is SUNDAY! :D

I don't know why but I've really grown fond of Sundays in recent times.

Sundays ROCK! :D

Monday doesn't though.

Monday makes me gloomy and annoyed.

And guess what?

My prelims are gonna start on a Monday too.

Nice.

I've got to run now cause I've got a load of pending work waiting for me. (Jeez! :D )

Here's a little something that caught my eye. (Namely how to stop laughing when the time is...uh....inappropriate. :D )


Parting shot: "Actually.... Garfield said it,huh? :)"

Being a little tired of life.

God, life can get so depressing sometimes.

And the worst part is when you're upset, everything seems bleak.

And by everything, I mean EVERYTHING.

You feel cursed to be you,

You feel weary.


Tired.

Okay. I remember I wrote that post on Hope.

Hope's still there somewhere in a little corner of my heart.

But when I'm down, I just don't know what to do sometimes.

I feel like turning around and heading right back to those times when I didn't exist.

Before 1991.

PS: Tang, don't worry. It's a rickety road down life's path,right?

I Believe..in... HOPE.

:)

Things are getting murky?

You feel like you've been snatched of all the happiness in the world?

Feeling down?

I am,too.

But wait,

There's HOPE.

A Magical word.

As long as you have THAT with you, you'll be allright. :)

And if you're too drained and can't hope anymore, there's someone else hoping for you.

:D

Awesome,right?

You know,once a friend of mine told me that maybe happiness is something we can only pursue.

Something we can only try to get, without actually getting it.

Of course, he was feeling absolutely sh*t** at that point of time! :)

Later, he told me that happiness can be achieved but maybe we don't always get what we want.

To which I replied that maybe we expect too much at times.

But the bottom line is,

"That's life", buddy! (And not necessarily,in a bad way,mind you!) :)

“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... How did I get through all of that?”

Wow, I love that.

Parting (For now) shot: " And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand,
When everything is made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am."
- Goo Goo Dolls, Iris. ( Amazing song, by the way. :) )

Sometimes.

Sometimes,
When you're really down,
But can't say,
Have you felt the pain in smiling a fake smile?



A smile which doesn't reach upto your eyes,

A smile which doesn't make you happy,

A smile which doesn't touch anything within.

* Inspiration: I've always felt depressed to smile when I don't really want to. Personal experience, sigh. :(

Also, sometimes,

It's better to cry it out.

Let it all out.

Parting shot: " You're not alone, always remember that."

Maybe I'm Amazed.

I LOVE that song. It's truly... uh...well....Amazing! :P

So it's been long since I posted. Life's cruel... well,sometimes!

Anyway, I have no idea what I want to write about now.

Gosh, pathetic! :(


I want to grab a camera, a journal, a pen and a music player and run off somewhere.

I know I already made this point.

About going somewhere far.

But well, reality is somewhat preventing me from doing that.

Can you believe it? Jeez! :)

Since I made it till here, I might as well add an update.

Life's....sort of a mix up right now.

Happy.

And sad.

Oh well.

Some might say- That's life.

Some might say-get over it!

Some might say....... Oh forget it! :(

Parting,Parting,Parting shot: " Coffee isn't my cup of tea." :D

-Samuel Goldwyn

HEROES:They fought on for US.

http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/mumbaiterrorstrike/Election_Story.aspx?ID=NEWEN20080074515&type=News

THANK YOU.

You fought it out with them,

You forgot about your dreams,

You forgot to live,

Only so that we could smile tonight.

You didn’t care about yourself,

You let go of everything,

Just for us.

You loosened the grip on your lives tonight only so that we could breathe.

You even let go,

When you felt life slipping away.

You sensed finality,

And what did you do?

You decided to fight.

Thank you, heroes.

Words couldn’t be enough to thank you.

You’ve done so much.

And you don’t even know us.

One thing the whole country says tonight,

Is,

THANK YOU.

I owe you, brave hearts.

Pure souls.

My saviors.

Live...forever.

For National Security Guard commando Major Sandeep Unnikrishnan,Anti-Terrorism Squad chief Hemant Karkare, Additional Commissioner of police Ashok Kamte and police inspector Vijay Salaskar and all those brave men who willingly gave away their lives while defending people from the Mumbai Terror Attacks (26/11).

I want to fly away somewhere really far.....Bah!

I'm in One of those stages in life when I want to say,
" TIMEOUT!"

I need a break.

You know how they always say do what your heart tells you to do?

Well, I listened.

To them.

And guess what?

My heart told me to.....

VANISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to go somewhere far away equipped with all my books and music and blah, and come back five days before the finals.

Wow.

I'm dreaming.

It's nice though.
Parting shot: "I'm loving angels instead."

Life is short.

Yeah.

Life IS short.

But beautiful.

Right?

Worth Living.

Worth experiencing.

Worth feeling.

Don't give up on living ever.
If you can help it.

Because even if you live to be a hundred, there will still be so many things left to see.

So many songs left to listen.

So many stories left to be cherished.

So many lives left..................to live.



Parting shot: " "There are obviously two educations. One should teach us how to make a living and the other how to live."" (James Truslow Adams)

SuperHuman.

You know who a Superhuman is?

Someone who takes time out to be considerate.

Someone who feels humanity is much more than a definition.

Someone whose smile reaches up to his eyes.

Someone who truly cares.

Someone who is Genuine in every aspect.

A salute to all those superhumans out there... YOU ROCK! I'm Your Fan!

Parting Shot: If life gives you a second chance, will you be stupid enough to let it go?

Shine on.

Shine on,
Fill the world with your remarkable light.
Spread hope,
Put a million smiles around.

Banish the dark,
Make the world more beautiful.
Shine on,
Fill up the void.

You don't know how much you mean to me,
Or to so many others.
Shine on,
Your light changes everything.

Parting shot: " The world is yours to see. So,tell me. Do you see the beauty?"

Nah Nah Naaaaa Na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know.

Weird title.

Yeah well.

Whatever!

:P

I need oxygen!!!!!!!!

Yes.

You need it too.

Don't you know that?!?!?!

:P



If you say you don't need love,

You don't know yourself.

If you say everything is impossible,

Something's seriously wrong.

Or maybe it's just hardcore pessimism!

If you feel the world needs a lot more peace and happiness,

You know,

You're right.

Parting shot: People killing, People dying, Children hurt. And You hear them crying. Can you practice what you preach? Would you turn the other cheek? Father,Father help us, Send some guidance from above. Cause people got got me questioning, Where is the love Where is the love love love?"

-Where is the love,Black Eyed Peas.

Stop Crying Your Heart out.

These lyrics are worth checking out. You might even love them.I know,I did! :)




"Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why re you scared? (Im not scared)
You'll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out."
-Oasis

Parting Shot: " Stop crying your heart out.." :)

These are crazy days..

YES!

Crazy is right.

As in totally.

We don't know what's up,

Don't even mention what's down,

Our laughter circling round and round,


Madness in every sound.

Not evil,

Just plain stupid!



(Parting shot) I've lost it.

Have you too?

So...what's up?

The favorite line.

Yes.

The Favorite.


The one at the Top of the list.


Yeah,that same one.

The one which has become a reflex action.


Yup.

You know it.

Don't tell me you don't.

So,I'll say it?

Okay then.

Prepare yourself.

Ready?

One...

Two....

Three.....

Andddddddddd.......................





"WHAT'S UP?" :P

Parting shot: "What on earth is a "free gift"? Aren't all gifts free?"

Down but not out..yet.

I'm just too messed up right now.I'm feeling low and I can't exactly pinpoint the reason. Gahhhhhhh!!!! Totally.

Oh crap.
Holy cow!
Good grief!

Oh sorry..went on a cursing spree without realizing what I'm up to. I apologize.

:(

Parting shot: It only gets worse before getting better.

The world's right ahead.

Go on.
Walk a little more.
I know you can do it.
See the light ahead?
The world is waiting for you.

Right there.


Greet the world with your lovely smile.

Embrace whatever is ahead.



Don't let that sparkle leave your eyes.

Don't let hope leave your side.

You're strong and you know it.

You're simply the best.

:)

Parting shot: " May all your dreams fill the empty sky."

If I don't wake up in the morning.

If I don't wake up in the morning,


I just want to go,

Knowing that those who matter, know it.

I just want to be happy,

And not cry or scream in pain.

I want to embrace what's beyond.

I want to spread many hugs around.

I want to smile.

And,

I don't want to cry about what could have been.

I don't want to regret life.






Parting shot: It's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in those years.

Storm.

Just me looking around.

So, the past week has been busy.
Really busy.
Yeah well,with the marathon of tests raining down on me, I'm not surprised.
It all ends tomorrow ( A HUGE sigh of relief from me)
My final exam is Economics. And I'm not exactly jumping with joy! :)

Ah well.

Right now, I'm happy. Just tired.

Yeah so, I figured I ought to start reading other blogs besides my current list.
I'll start soon.
This was random! :P

I wonder,if I ever do meet God,what will I ask Him?

I mean,really.

Hmmm......

Right now, I have no clue.

Any ideas?

Parting shot: " Be what you want to be,
Believe in what you want to do,
trust in YOU,

Why?
Cause you rock!" :D

One.Two.Three.

So. I'm bored: Fact.
I'm Loving it: Fiction.

Anyway, an idea just popped into my head. I'm testing myself right now. AT this very moment.

Task: Write poetry on... Umm wait a second. What do I write on? Hope I figure THAT out!



Stop moaning,
Yeah, YOU.
Stop crying your heart out,
Stand up,
Pick yourself up from the floor.

Hey.
You!
Come on now,
Listen to those calls,
Strain your ears,
It's LIFE calling.
Open your eyes,
Watch the sun coming up.
Feel the world around you,
Catch one of those dreams flying past you.


Quit being a bundle of unhappiness,
Don't let you go waste.
You're too special,
Too important,
To be shredded into bits,
To give up.


Well,here ya go. I wrote this on the spot. Test complete! :) Don't know how I fared though.




Parting shot: " Hold on. Your dream's too special to let go."




" It is never JUST a dream."

The works

The Rapid-fire starts..........NOW!

Now?Uhh.. Ok. :P

[ Current Clothes ?] Hmm... stay at home shorts and a tee.

[ Current Mood ] Neutral... Yawn.

[ Current Music ] Homesick-The Vines and Talk tonight- Oasis

[ Current Taste ] In what? ^_^

[ Current Make-up] Nothing

[ Current Hair ] Medium

[ Current Annoyance ] Exams.. YEESH!

[ Current Smell ] Rather not get into that. :P Next question!

[ Current Favorite Artist ] Oasis ( and Three doors down)

[ Current Desktop Picture ] Night

[ Current Book you're reading ] Deception Point (Dan Brown)

[ Current CD in CD Player] None (How pathetic! :P)

[ Current DVD in player] Ditto

[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Normal! :P

[ Current Refreshment ] Water? :D

[ Current Worry ] The history textbook waiting for me (It's been giving me scary looks across the room since the past half hour..)

[ You Touched ] Umm. ?????? :P

[ You Talked to ] Mom

[ You Hugged ] Mom

[You Instant messaged ] My cousin

[ You Yelled At ] My history textbook! :P

[ You Kissed ] My mouth refuses to cough up an answer!

FAVORITE...[ Food ] Nothing specific

[ Drink ] Soda

[ Color ] Doesn't change.. Ocean blue! :)

[ Shoes ] Converse sneakers

[ Candy ] Hmmm

[ Animal ] Puppy! Dolphins!!!!!!!!!!! :D

[ TV Show ] Hmmmmm

[ Song ] 'Talk tonight'

ARE YOU...[ Understanding ] Yeah,I hope so.

[ Open-minded ] Yep. All the way.

[ Arrogant ] No.

[ Insecure ] I'll shut up! :P

[ Interesting ] I guess?

[ Random ] Totally!

[ Hungry ] No

[ Friendly ] Yes

[ Smart ] Not saying! :P

[ Moody] Yeah. I'm too messed up.. JEEZ!

[ Childish ] :)

[ Independent ] :D

[ Hard working ] Somewhat

[ Organized ] Hmmm

[ Healthy ] As of now,Yup

[ Emotionally Stable ] Hopefully (looks around nervously )

[Shy ] Kind of

[ Difficult ] Not really

[ Attractive ] Yes?

[ Bored Easily ] Bored but not easily!

[ Messy ] A lot!

[ Thirsty ] Somewhat

[ Responsible ] Yeah

[ Obsessed ] with a few things,yes

[ Angry ] It's bad when it does happen.

[ Sad] Teeny tiny bit

[ Happy] Yes!

[ Hyper ] YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D

[ Trusting ] Yup

[ Talkative ] Oh yes

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...[ Kill ] Too many !

[ Slap ] hmmm

[ Get Really Wasted With ] right NOW? * Glances over at the textbook*

[ Get High With ] Friends

[ Look Like ] Just me

[ My Name Is ] B . G

[ In The Morning I Am ] Sleepy

[ All I Need Is ] The Favorite: Love

[ Love Is ] Happiness!

[ I'm Afraid of ] The unknown

[ I Dream About ] A lot of things

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .[ Pictured your crush naked?] Thankfully, NO!!

[ Been in love ] Nope. :(

[ Cried when someone died ] Yes :(

[ Lied ] Yeah

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-[ Coke or pepsi ] Coke

[ Flowers or candy] flowers! :)

[ Tall or short ] Tall

W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-[what do u notice first] The face

[last person u slow danced with] I don't even remember!

[worst question to ask] " Is the world ending today? " Of course it is,you moron!!!!

W H O-[makes u laugh the most?] any of my best buddies

[makes you smile] Ditto

[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] No comments! :)

[who do you have a crush on?] Hey. Personal!

[has a crush on u?] Ask them! Duh!

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]

Oh No!

[save aol/aim conversations] Oh no no no! :D

[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] Yeah when I see perverts all around me but usually I'm just happy to be me

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-[fallen for your best friend] No

[used someone] Hell no!

[been cheated on] Thankfully, no!

[done something you regret] Yeah

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-[you talked to on the phone] Hmmm..... Swap,I think.

[you spent a whole day with] My textbook! Wahhh! :D

[you laughed with] Mom

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-[smoke cigarettes] Thanks but no thanks!

[could u live without the computer?] I doubt.

[color ur hair] No!

[habla espanol] Je parle francais! Et anglais!

[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] Go check it out yourself! :)

[drink alchohol?] Sometimes.

[like watching sunrises or sunset] Both are beautiful!

[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] Both! :P

-N U M B E R-of times I have had my heart broken] Hmm...

I have broken: I hope none

continents I have lived in?: Just one for now!


PS:This is in appreciation of Tang's post! :)

Parting shot: " You may call me a dreamer but I'm not the only one."

MUSIC makes my world go round..and round!

Yeah,this is exactly what it looks like. Music makes my world go round..and round..!!! :P

OK.

I'll quit acting like a lunatic.

One last time though.

Please?

Music makes my world go round.........and round and round!!!! :P

So, I don't know how many people immerse themselves in song,or go deep into those intelligent lyrics or just tap their feet.

But I like to feel every aspect of music and lately, interpreting music lyrics has become a favorite hobby! Woo hoo! :P

So, here's an attempt to interpret that inner wit:

The Vines: True As The Night

Click here for the video.



Down & out Left by the side of the railway
Day goes by into the night
I was thinkin'
And my love is true
And my love is right
And my love is true
True as the night
Oh well
Hear the sound
Over the trees
There's a river
I don't know where to begin
Or to end it
And my love is true
And my love is right
And my love is true
True as the night
Oh well
I stand alone
Inside me
The things ya told
Deny me
Yeah we are the heart
Yeah we are the soul
I stand alone
Inside me
The things ya told Deny me
Yeah we are the heart
Yeah we are the soul

I LOVE this. The song strikes a chord.
So,yeah,it's about love.,

A song about love?

Plenty of songs out about love,an irate dude screams in my direction.

Sure.

But each one... EACH ONE is unique. Different.

Maybe leaving a few...........
Exceptions?

Oh okay.Let's move on to the song.

The singer is deserted by his lover and he stands alone, disbelieving.

He cannot believe it's over.
And so,
"Down & out Left by the side of the railway Day goes by into the night I was thinkin' "
Who can blame the poor chap?,I think.

Oh alright.

I'm not supposed to judge.

I'm interpreting.

Neutrally.

Ah well.


"I stand alone Inside me The things ya told Deny me "
Exactly.

He's still to believe those words. He just cannot accept it. It's too much for him.




"And my love is true And my love is right And my love is true True as the night Oh well "

He knows it.You know it. Hell,even I know it!

But does she know?

He sings that his love is true AND right ( Which is true AND right. Oh yep,got it. No judging.Sorry!)

And in a resigned sort of way,he says Oh well.

"Hear the sound
Over the trees
There's a river
I don't know where to begin
Or to end it"


He doesn't know what to do anymore. He's just too unsure right now.

" Yeah we are the heart.Yeah we are the soul."

Ditto.He knows it,you know it,I know it. But apparently,someone else does not seem to know it. Bah!

All in all,a great song. And a great listen.

Parting shot: "The only thing better than singing is more singing. "

Live Your Dream.

Are your hopes and dreams crushing under expectations and practical approaches? Do you feel your happiness slip away each day as you wake up to yet another day of relentless slogging and doing something you don't even want to do? Do you laugh sarcastically when someone tells you they LOVE their job?

Well,bud,time to wake up.

REALIZE your dreams. (Stop laughing you idiot! :D)



Why?

Is that what you're asking?

Because you absolute moron,you are so wonderfully talented,why are you letting it waste away?

Your answer stretches into an unbearably long explanation with" practicality" showing up every few seconds.

Oh,come on.

You've got only one life( Bet you didn't know that! :P ) and so, live it YOUR way with YOUR dreams by your side.

So,stop all the whining ( Yup, that's got to go) and start LIVING for yourself PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope you took this with a pinch of salt. ^ _ ^

What? I'm serious!!! :P

Parting shot: "Live like there's no tomorrow,love like it's forever."

Pon and Zi

True! :D
All hail Pon and Zi!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Parting shot: pon and Zi rock!!!! HELL YEAHHHH!!!!!!! :P

What's up world? :D

So,The Bing....BANG!!!! experiment has taken off.Successfully.

The world didn't end..or did it?

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let me check.

Yup,Still there! :D

I wish people would stop barking about how the world's going to end and it's doomsday and stuff. Stop scaring the shit out of the layman, pleaseeeeee people!

Rumors,Rumors,Rumors.

Oh well.

Though I wonder,what would it feel like if a booming voice echoed from the skies and announced the date for the End Of The World.

HELL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Would people shriek and run all around,clutching their hair and screaming at similarly high-pitched tones?

Would people try to be "good" in the hope that this would earn them a seat in Heaven's backseat?

Would people live each moment to the fullest and behave as if every day was their last?
A
Real possibility..... Actually!!!!

Hey about what those dudes obsessed with war? What would they do? It's like when the announcement would vibrate around them,their reaction would be something like:

? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Because the job they've been trying to do for years would soon be done with. ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????

Hey,and you cannot put it past some folks to bet on who would be going to heaven and who would be going the hell way.
Well,anyway!

Parting shot: "Some humans would do anything to see if it was possible to do it. If you put a large switch in some cave somewhere, with a sign on it saying "End-of-the-World Switch. PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH," the paint wouldn't even have time to dry." -

Starting over.

I don't know how many people are actually going to read this. As for how many folks will read AND comment, I can't even guess! :P
I'm writing in here to vent. That's it. This is not an attempt to get famous and to establish myself or something.
Just my feelings.
Does that sound boring? :)
Anyway, I'm on that threshold of life where I'm confused threefold. It's THAT bad!
Confused about what,you ask.
So many things.
But let's keep that for later.
Music has become so important for me that I can't even imagine life without it. It's too likable to let go,if you ask me! :D
I have a few ambitions in life which I want to fulfill sooner than later.Not a bucket list but a list nevertheless.
I want to travel the world and explore new places.I want to live in other countries,in other nooks and crannies of the world for the experience. Walking on a new street,watching the sun set from a different side of the world,waking up to new sounds can be uplifting,I think.
I also want to make a difference. Nah,not some sort of revolutionary act. I just want to put a smile on some one's face.Someone who really needs it. I want to help those for whom life comes down harder than others.
I want to experience TRUE love.Not some fling. I mean, REAL love.
I want to make music. Lots of it.
I want to become a better person. Oh,I'm not horribly mean or bad or anything. Just want to be better,you know?
I want to be more confident of myself.I want to believe in myself,more.
That's it.For now!

Parting shot: " Don't ever let that sparkle of hope leave your eyes. Let it swim through the deepest of oceans,let it ignite through the worst of storms, let it shine through the darkest of nights."