One step at a time.

Well, exams are over... So that's one good thing.  It was back to back, so seriously hectic but oh well, that only made it finish quicker which is awesome!
I love How I Met Your Mother... Such a funny show man! GO BARNEY! =) I love all the characters, the concept, the situations, the fact that it all feels so real... Love it... It is.. wait for it ;)... Fantabulous!...one of the best shows i've ever come across.
So..this break... Hmm. Can't say I'm over the moon about it.. I'm glad I have it... god knows i needed a vacation... but I'm afraid of being idle. It's horrible for my mood swings.. So I'm going to see if I can find the right course or hobby or something to pass time with. Only way to keep myself occupied.
Oh, by the way..I got to do something pretty different from what I usually do recently...I got to promote this product and it's new design (s) at a mall the other day.. I was actually helping a friend who needed promoters for the event. It was actually awesome fun.. Annoying at times but fun nevertheless.. So that's cool.
Yesterday, I spent a good amount of time at my favorite spot in the city... I loved staring at the endless stretch of sea in front of me and feel the pulse of the road behind me... I realized how much I missed doing it. So yesterday, was good.
On the mood/ happiness front, I'm not doing great. And I've been escaping. And..I don't know anymore.
I'm dying to join a contemporary dance class. I'm gonna go check out my options and zero down on something concrete real soon..I hope.
I'm almost positive I'm switching cities and going elsewhere in the country or the world after graduation. I want to get away from everything..and everyone. I want to vanish. And I'm very stubborn about this dream. I AM going away, living a different life, as soon as i can. I'm going to do it and I don't care how.
So I'm biding time and waiting, counting on a few dreams. Dance, emote, switch, write songs, explore,get rid of inhibitions ( I'm actually making pretty good progress there) ... earn enough to afford a decent quality of life... travel a lot, take lots of pictures..
I love dogs. I love how they are so friendly, so loyal... You show them even the slightest bit of concern, shower them with a little love..and they give you so much back in return. They don't hurt you, they don't leave you... They only make you happy. And this applies to all of them, a stray dog you find on the street, a friend's pet.. all of them...
I need to figure out what I'm gonna do today. Hmm.. maybe visit an old friend..or go on a long walk... i need to get out and do something so i don't go insane...ha.
I love this:
  "After all this time Severus?"
  "Always...."

 Well that's it from me.
Stay strong, dream on...

Parting shot:
" So close, yet so far.
I almost caught it,
That elusive bit of light, happiness,
I almost won it.
But in the end,
I felt like I'd caught sand,
It kept slipping away, slipping away,
I was left alone,
My mind was racing....
It didn't stay with me,
It slipped away...."

This is for you, Mr.Lennon.

You were remarkable. A true visionary... An inspiration.

Your "Imagine" left me speechless. Wish everyone would think the way you did, picture the world as one, just this once.

You were unreal. And are immortal in our hearts.
Thank you. For having given us a glimpse of a perfect world, of happiness.

You rock! =)


Happy Birthday, John Lennon. Live forever, brilliant legend!

Parting shot: "...You may say that I'm a dreamer  but I'm not the only one. I hope someday, you'll join us.. and the world will live as one."

.......

"Lights will guide you home..
And ignite your bones..
And I will try..to fix you."

About life.

I'm slowly realizing something. I really am reckless. Whether I want to admit that or not, I definitely am. And this is not just judging by recent behaviour, I have always been like that.. It's just that the reckless side is showing up now more often than before...

I don't even know whether that's a good thing or bad thing ha. I mean my recklessness might..what? get me killed someday? =P Ha. No.. I don't think so.

But i'm so certain many people would disapprove of reckless behaviour.

And i understand what they mean too. They're concerned.

But honestly, I can't seem to help it. I like being reckless.. It kind of relieves me, makes me feel happy inside.

Life has been multi coloured off late. So, shades of grey, white, absolute black and others spring up every now and then. I'm not looking forward to any sort of leave because I HATE being idle. It only acts like fuel for stupid thoughts to rise up. But hopefully, i'll take up an old activity again or work on new hobbies this time around. Note to self: Idle+ you= Bad combination.

Hmm...I have exams coming up real soon. Bleh.

I keep getting the feeling I need to do something. Many things actually.Considering I've had a super busy schedule recently, I'm surprised I get the time to feel something like that at all. =P

Yesterday night was so awful. Kept waking up every now and then. Not fun. Considering I had an early class today.

However, I must add... Life has brought me a few good things too in the past few days. And boy, I'm grateful! =)

Ah i should get back to pending stuff for now. Until next time then..

Parting shot: " What rocks more? Woo hoo or yay? Or wait. Cheers?"
"You're mad."
*Blush blush*

=P

Stay.

Oh baby,
I need you so.
I am not always right,
I make mistakes.
I am not always sane,
I tend to get lost somewhere along the road.

But,
As long as you're with me,
It gets easier,
I know I'll find the strength to hold on.
When everything seems bleak,
And i fall, defeated,
I know you'll pull me up.

Oh baby,
It's hard I know.
But please don't go,
Don't leave me here,
Stay with me,
I need you so.

If they ask me to define love,
your face would come to my mind,
If they ask me for proof of unconditional love,
I would smile inside, knowing it was you all along,
So i would just have to show them you,
And they'd know I'm right.

Parting shot: " Every place I go..I think of you..
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you,
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring...
So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.."

Searching..

And when you feel like the only things which can comprehend you,
Are the waves crashing against those rocks.
And when you're surrounded by people,
And yet, you feel so lost, so alone,
What do you do?

When you're struggling so hard that you're left gasping for breath,
Fighting, fighting,fighting.

Will you hold on?
If not for you, then for someone else,
If not for your own sanity but then, for someone Else's smile,
Will you refuse to leave this fight?



Parting shot: " Not all those who wander are lost.."

Fighting, living, dreaming, hoping and wishing...

Assignments, projects, work, work,work...

Not a pretty situation haha. =P

Ok so I have been swamped with all of the above. And it's not going to get any better until the end of September.... Though it sure rocks that being busy means once u get to bed, you pass out in seconds. No dreamless sleep though... Sigh. =)

I don't know about life. It's bittersweet really....That's all I can figure.

I have been unconsciously building dreams inside my head...
Woah.
*Cha ching*
The "ooh so you got it!" moment! =P

Ok. That sounds mad, I think. =D

So yeah. I really hope I can fulfill those dreams. There are some things I really want to do in the next five years. And definitely before I kick the bucket.

Hmm... oh. another 'cha ching!' moment: ;)

It hit me awhile ago how difficult it is to be a director. The vision you see...to create that same vision on- stage or on-screen with some one else is SO tough! To make them see what you see, to make them understand.. It's tougher than you'd think it would be.

I know now because of a play I'm a part of in college. =P

That's one of my dreams. Theatre... There's just something beautiful about it. I want to try it, want to give it a shot.

I'm really excited about a theatre fest which I have in college tomorrow. Looking forward to catching up on a few awesome acts and fillers, of course! =D

Did i mention I've had a couple of crazy days recently? Ok, unexpected mad stuff. =D One involved me walking part of the distance (pretty long though) home alone from the station pretty late at night with no one really knowing what I was up to. It was great fun! I had music and night lights and I'd forgotten how awesome it is to take long walks on your own some times. Haven't done that since MONTHS!
The other one involved me making friends with someone, who was in distress like I was. haha! That was so funny! We were stranded on an unknown station far away from home and helped each other figure out a way to get home. =)
Oh there were others like me tripping and falling hard, getting muck on my clothes early in the morning, just on the day of a presentation. Haha. =P

And oh! Contemporary dancing....ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Ok. Need to get back to work *scowls and then ruins it by smiling !* =P

Parting shot: " Sometimes, I'm afraid when you go,
Sometimes, I'm afraid when you come home...
Underneath it all,
I think I'm afraid when there is nothing at all...."

Not just a four letter word.

They asked me to define love.
I smiled.
You know you're in love when,
Not having that person next to you hurts every second,
Knowing they're sad makes you go crazy,
You feel closer to heaven than ever before, when you're with them...
You know you're in love,
When you know you care more about them than anything else,
When you would gladly give yourself up,
If it meant it would get back their smile.
You feel what you feel unconditionally,
You don't want anything else out of life...
You know you're in love.

"I'll be in every beat of your heart, When you face the unknown...."

Parting shot: "Three words..."

Miles away.

If I could then I would,

Build this awesome spaceship which would take me to you whenever I wanted to..

If I could then I would,
Stay next to you for hours on end, hear you talk about your day, hear you laugh, wipe away your tears, shower you with hugs, get frozen in time with you...If i could..then i would, take away every demon which tormented you and battle it out with each monster, fight so hard they'd never come back... If I could then I would, be your super girl and give distance such a spanking it wouldn't trouble you any more.

If I could then I would,
Be by your side,
Whenever you need me,
I'd just forget everything and rush to your side, I'd hold your hand,
I'd be everything you need me to be.
If I could, then I would..

Parting shot: " Two birds fly off together into the sunset, I watch them and smile, I think of you, I wish you were next to me, I wish you were here, i wish you could hold me in your arms tonight, I need you so..."

Life, midnight camp fire, guitars and games.

I realized just a few moments ago how vulnerable we are, to life and death. One moment, it's all set, you know which way your life's gonna go, next moment, BAM! your world collapses around you. You hit a dead end, You fall apart.
I, for one, am this person who gets attached to the little and big things too bad. I just can't let go. I am one emotional fool who can't exist without some things.
Like?, you ask.
Well,
love ( yeah, cheesy maybe but true.) I can't live in a world without love. I'd be broken, my insides screaming all the time. I won't last.
People close to me...Family,friends, better half.. Nope, can't go on without them. No way. I won't see the point in living if the world didn't have them. My world would already have ended.
Hope, it keeps me alive. It gives me strength, little by little.... it teaches me how to hang on when all I feel like doing is letting go...
Music...my medicine. Heals my wounds..
Hmm.. I think it's getting too serious here. Let's switch.
Ooh midnight camp fire. I want to do that! Haven't been to one in such a long time, it's embarrassing. I need to, need to do this. Add this to the HAVE TO DO list. Aww man. Can't believe haven't done this in so long.
Oh I have been wanting to join a star gazing club since forever. Sheesh. Why haven't I done it yet? Oh right, mundane everyday activities. Coming in the way of stuff i really want to do.
Did i mention I love guitars? Because I do, I really do love them! =D
Oh while we're around the camp fire, can someone please play silly games with me? And dance madly too? Thank you. =P
Yes, I need to get back to the..ahem...mundane activities. Excuse me while I sulk a bit too. 'Night.

Parting shot: " Stay strong, I'm holding you,
cry on my shoulder,
don't be afraid, I'm never leaving you..."

Freedom.

Jump over the fence,
Come on now.
You know you're not like them,
You're different.

Take courage in the fact,
That your happy ending awaits.
Don't be sad,
You're different,
You're amazing.

Show them how beautiful you are,
Don't be afraid.
It's okay,
It's okay....

Stay strong,
Lean on me.
We'll do this together.
Ready whenever you are...

On the count of one, two, three,
We'll jump,
we'll jump real high,
laughing, free,
we'll jump and,
reach the other side.

Parting shot: " Whatever I say, anything at all, it's not enough..This feeling..it just is."

Don't Worry.

Don't Worry Mom,

I know I seem really childish some times.

I know I fall too often,

Stumbling every now and then,

I grin at you from across the street.

Don't Worry Mom,

I'll be okay.

I know I'm not very steady,

I know I make you concerned,

Make you wonder how I'm gonna make it until the very end.

It's a long road after all,

And we're alone.

Don't worry Mom,

we'll prove them wrong.

We were never alone,

They just didn't know the truth.

I might fall again,

I can't promise I'll be able to stay strong every second,

But I know I'll slowly rise up,

Get back on my feet and start walking again.

Just like I did when I was young,

And held your hand, holding on to dear support,

Blinking innocently.

Don't Worry Mom,

Life is a journey,

And we're here to complete it.

Parting shot: " =) "

Back again!

Ok. So i noticed how sad i can get especially when it comes to posts..! Haha. *embarassing*
Allright, anyway, I'm happy to say I've improved and HAVE been doing things to kick that empty feeling way off the field, so that I can't see it anymore.Woo hoo! =P
Oh by the way I'M BACK! =D There was some weird thingie going on with my connection but its resolved! SO COOL! =P
In other news, I LOVE Augustana's Boston! WOAH, what a song!
"You don't know me,
You don't even care,
Oh yeah........"

=)

I realized a few things today. For one, it is one of the MOST AMAZING THINGS in the world to have your hand nibbled away at by a pup! =D
Secondly, having a baby smile at you is equally amazing. =)
Thirdly, I cannot live without music. =P My computer was acting a little weird and the second it decided to behave, what do i do? I charge my iPod and download a new song! =P

You know it would be SUPREMELY cool if everyone, for once, decided to live and let live. No questions asked. No complications. Freedom. Pure and true. A life incomplete, not anymore.

It wouldn't kill any of us to just let people be. To: The kind of people who can't see others happy, who just cannot stand someone different... "well, look away. Who told you to come poke your nose in matters which don't concern you and make someone else's life hell, when they never even did anything to hurt you? "


I love sleep! Ok sorry, random. =P But i really do. =D

I'll leave you with...

( The Parting shot!!!! =P) : "Let's waste time,
chasing cars...around our heads..." =D

Gotta be stronger.

Have to STOP getting overtly emotional...and over reacting..

Note to self: Take this one SERIOUSLY and try!

man,what IS up with me?

Blowing up like insane,at countless steps.

Buck up,buck up...

Life doesn't give second chances.

And when it does,you're insanely lucky!

Time to fight.

It's not the end..Life gets better.

All YOU have to do is hold on.

Not that tough.

Can be done.

Gotta be somebody.

Yeah...

Parting shot: "Don't cry anymore,come to me,i'll lend you a helping hand,even if i'm feeling weak,i'll take care if you,i'll help you..."

Hello darkness.

You're back again,aren't you?

You're torturing me.

Like you always would.

Why do you do this?

I agree,

I never was that great a human being.

But hey,

I didn't know I was so bad either!

It's just getting worse.

Torment.Pain.

I'm done,really.

I'm tired.

This is wrong.

Please take me away..

I don't want this anymore.

I really don't.

I'm stupid weak.

Always was.

Realized it now.

I've had enough.

I'm just not strong to fight,right?

Well,I agree with you.

So why don't you just come destroy me?

Don't kill me softly.

End it in a moment.

I really wish you could do that.

Sadistic darkness.

Parting shot: "Just bury me.."

"Till I'm no one again..."

I'm so gone today..

I was,yesterday too :P

But more so,today..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Sha la la la la la la.

Okay.Sorry about that. Madness..


I'm just so frustrated today.

This is just..too much.

One day,I'm really gonna fly like a free bird..do exactly what I want,when I want.

I have to try fulfilling a few dreams before age and responsibilities catch up with me.

I know one thing.

I've got this life,I've got to make the most of it.

You only get one chance.

I can't blow it.

I hate bad dreams.

It's like contradictory to the philosophy of sleep..PEACE.

that's what you're supposed to feel when you're sleeping right?

But bad dreams,nightmares...make it a horrible experience at times.

But hey,what about those awesome dreams?

Make you want to sleep forever.

:D

More than make up for the bad ones,eh?

Ok I'm blabbering.

Well,I guess I'll run.

Parting shot: " ..But you're still with me..so i get a feeling today,
It will be ok,
I'll close my eyes and try to forget all the scary things,
And just remember,
You're still here,
So it is gonna be,
It has to be okay."

Flying high.

I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
Soaring,
Looking at the world stretching out beneath me,
banishing my negative thoughts for awhile,
and feeling content.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
With thoughts of only you on my mind.
Closing my eyes,
And imagining you're here with me.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
And find a hill top,
Where I'll lay my head on the grass,
And look up at the sky,
Count the stars,
Until I fall asleep.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
And gonna be missing you every moment.

Parting shot: "Love is.." =)

Listen.

Why is the fire in your heart gone?

You'll be okay.Just wait..Please.Don't give up now.Cry a little if you need to but hang on.Everything will be okay.

Parting shot: "I just want us to be happy. =) "

You know..

I still feel scared.I have those moments when I just want to cuddle into a ball,my head on my knees,i want this little breather...

Well,all of us have those days,right? Hmm..

Today is undoubtedly one of those days...

Oh well.

Life is not all rosy..

I always (well,almost) knew that.

But there is this inner child inside me,this cynic,who absolutely refuses to accept that.

It's like I WANT to believe in happy endings,fairy tale existences and stuff like that..

Oh well,in my defense, I'm so very sure I'm not the only one.. =P

And may I just add here,terrorists are absolutely beyond me..I don't even want to understand them.

IAlso,you've got to look up Nick Vujicic...He is absolutely amazing.His strength moved me.

I cried watching this video.

Are you going to finish strong?

(Click on the link-Are you going to finish strong? I strongly recommend you watch this one.)

This is one amazing person..yeah..!

I am so grateful I got to know about him,he truly inspires me and makes me believe that it's not impossible to fight in the most difficult of circumstances.

Thanks for reading =)

Parting shot:

Living..or existing?

Fighters.

I wanna salute all those brave hearts who went down fighting.They're gonna live forever in my heart.

Amazing people... :)

For Randy Pausch.






His story moved me so much.He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer..he was told he didn't have much time left to live..
and inspite of that,he chose to smile in the face of unbearable pain.
He gave one of the most inspirational speeches known as "The Last lecture:Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams"...
It was based on how to achieve your child hood dreams.
A very under rated thing,you know..SO many of us need to remember how we wanted to fly a plane when we were five or perhaps fly to the moon when we were kids..

I wanted to do so many things.. =)

I wanted to be an astronaut,do live dance performances,be a doctor and make people smile..man,a really long list,you know. =D

Randy,

R.I.P..You were amazing,an inspiration.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

This is the URL to the youtube video,"The Last Lecture:Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams"...

Parting shot:"....And her very first true love
Is holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared."

Love what you do,Do what you love.

So many of us need to sit up and pay attention.

The one true way of being happy is by loving what you do,being passionate about it.

What's the point if you don't?

How can we expect to find any sort of feeling of absolute contentment if we drag ourselves everyday,pushing ourselves to do what we have to do,hating it more and more everyday? How can anyone be happy like that?

Listen to your heart.It never lets you down.

So,maybe finding your calling is supposed to be this practical thing we're supposed to look at.

But use your heart,not just your brain.

Even if you don't end up becoming super rich and don't earn a million bucks off your job,at least you'll be happy.

And that..makes all the difference.

=)

Parting shot:"Don't hold back.Say what you need to say.."

Did you fall in love?

Don't go.


"Oh Romeo,Romeo,
I need you so.
You are my light,
My smile.
Please stay,
Let me feel you around me,
For as long as I breathe,
For as long as I'm able to feel,
and sense your presence.

I find strength with you around,
A purpose,A reason.
But you know that,
Don't you?

Oh Romeo,Romeo,
I need you so.
Don't go,
You're my light,
My smile.

You manage to catch my tears,
When it seems like they won't stop.
You hold my hand,
When it seems like i am going to fall,
You give me hope,
When it seems like it's the end.

Oh Romeo,Romeo,
I need you so.
Don't go..
Please don't go..."

Parting shot: "forever is here..in your arms..."

People,people,people..let's listen,you and me and the rest of the world.

So,society has all kinds of people in it..
Some nice,some not so nice,some different,some identical.

The thing with people is,
WHY do they have a problem if someone is different?

They just can't digest that.

A different soul comes up once in awhile,

and,

POOF!

Destroy.Hurt.Cause as much pain as possible to that person.

I ask you,

WHY?

Do we really need to do that?

So what if a guy loves another guy,

a student decides he wants to drop out of his course and pursue a different field?

SO what?

Why be judgmental about it?

What gives us the right?

Live and let live,people!

Parting shot: "One love is all we need."

Why is it important?

So,

why is it important to love and be loved?

Because you and me..we're human.

We need to be held tight and feel like nothing can ever take this feeling away from us.

We need to feel unbelievably happy.

We need our strength.

We need unconditional love.

And it's the most amazing thing ever.

PS:I know I'm a little love struck. ;) But well,

I LOVE IT! =)

Parting shot: "This one's for you."

Never leave me.

I swear,
I'd just whither away into nothingness,
If you left.
I need you,
Every moment,Every day.
My angel,
My perfect guy.

Never leave me,
Please stay right here by my side,
Even when I seem too absorbed in my pain,
Forgive me.
When I have those lost moments,
Just hold my hand.

You make my life beautiful,
I just don't want to be without you..ever.

Parting shot: " Love is the best."

stumbling.

Feel like it's gonna rain.again.

Parting shot: "Keep holding on.Cause i'm here for you."

PS: Yeah i've changed the name of my blog. Hmm.

Run.

Racing thoughts,
nervous impulses,
Insanely happy,
Indescribably lost.

So,
where do we go from here?
Let's run some more.
Let's run somewhere peaceful.

No more tears,
Just happy laughter.
Life's good,
Oh yeah,
We just need to,
spread our arms wide,
and fly.

Let's run then some more,
Let's run somewhere peaceful.

You'll never be alone.
Never on your own.
I'm always there,
All the time.

Parting shot: " Linger."

I hate to say this.

But i am a little lost.

I know,i've got to hold on.

It's just hard.

Parting shot:"You're my true love."

Music makes magic.

Ok that's a little cheesy,I guess.

:D

But seriously,

Music is awesome.

Absolutely amazing.

Keeps dreams alive,helps people hang on,connects so many people together,defines life.

i remember thinking, a few years ago,

if i had to leave this world and exist without music,

or not be able to hear music anymore,

Oh man,that would be insanely frustrating.

I love music. :)

The tune,the lyrics,the feelings,everything.

Just a few thoughts running through my head here.

I'm leaving for now and oh,

from me to you,

A BIG SMILE! :D :)

parting shot: "One love...forever and ever and ever."

Chaos.

Too many things,
Racing thoughts.
A whole lot of regrets,
So much of pain.
So many memories,
Uncontrolled emotions.
Wish i could make sense of it,
I wish i'll get that happy ending,
The beautiful happy ending.

I'm still very much running,blindly.
I know,
I've got to be patient,
Got to hang on.

Parting shot:"Eyes closed,dreaming,beautiful day,dreams come true,happy smiles...life's finally perfect,if only inside my closed eyelids."

Fly.

Come love,
let's hold onto each other,
Let's find our perfect universe,
Away from war and pain,
Away from numbing sadness.
Let's fight it all together,
You and me,love.

Let's look into each other's eyes forever,
Speaking a thousand words silently.
Let's look at the stars in the sky and count them tonight,
Go crazy together,
Feel paradise,
today,love.

Let's do this,love,
Live together,
Breathe together.
Listening to each other's heart beats,
Feeling loved and content tonight.

Parting shot:"Come on love,let's do this,together."

Help.

Oh this sounds bad.

I don't know i feel like i'm just falling through this endless abyss.

And i'm not even stopping.

I keep having restless nights,irritable moods,a general feeling of gloom and sadness.

Most of the time now.

:(

parting shot: "I hate good byes."

i don't know,honestly.

Just kind of lost.
I mean I'm ok yeah.
Just sad.
I don't know,it's just so..numbing.
I don't even know what is going on,
where my emotions are taking me.
I want to take time out.
I want to feel happy and content.
Who doesn't?

Parting shot:" Oh you know i need that bear hug.Those unspoken words of comfort."

Love.

All you need is love,oh yeah,love is all you need.

Parting shot: "Oh i miss you.So much."

"Wandering,lonely as a cloud."

Yeah,

Life's not been too kind lately.

But then,

other people have it worse.

You've got to hang on,right?

You can't just give up.

There must be a reason.

For everything.

So today,

I dare myself to move.

I'll try to lift myself up from the floor,yes i'll try.

Maybe i'm just sounding corny but i'm gonna try to hold on.

Love switchfoot's dare you to move.What a song.amazing.

Parting shot: "Tomorrow,here I come.


Hey you,Let me smile in your embrace,let me know i'm safe.Tell me everything's gonna be allright."

Oh,i'll just blabber away i guess.

So,

there's a test tomorrow.

On a SATURDAY!

Man.People!

:)

Well,I'm listening to music ..as usual.

Today was ok. I guess.

I don't know..i'm just blah today.

Kind of low yeah.

Oh well.

Mood swings..mine are crazy.

I think I'll watch some movie,walk around the house,laze around until i get sleepy.

:P

I have finals in march.Hmm..I don't know how to react. :D

Ole O LE Ole O LE! :P

Well,i guess it's ta ta for now.

Sayonara! :)

Parting shot: "All you need is? I know. *whispers* Love,right?" :)

Thoughts etched in my sub conscious.

Oh love,
I’m here,
Not so good today.
Feeling low,
Looking up at the sky.
Searching for answers,
Running in circles.

You’ve been there too?
A little lost,
A little sad?
A bit lonesome,
A little wistful?

I don’t know where we’re headed,
I don’t know what waits ahead,
I just still keep wishing,
For our happy ever-after.

Oh love,
I’m here,
Not so good today.
Feeling low,
Looking up at the sky,
Searching for answers,
Running in circles.

Let’s meet time and again then, love,
At every phase of our lives.
Let’s stand by you and me,
Let’s feel the beauty and the hurt,
Together.

Oh love.
My love.
Say we’ll be together,
Forever.

Oh love,
I’m here,
Holding out my hand,
Searching for your smile.
Wishing you were here, next to me.
I’m humming to myself,
My eyes closed,
Missing you.

Parting shot:"Wish we could fly together."

Let me sleep in your arms tonight.

Let me hear your amazing voice,

Let me hear your laughter,


Let me look into your beautiful eyes,

Let me live in a dream tonight.


Let me feel your comforting embrace,

Let me feel that loving kiss.

Let me fall asleep in your arms tonight.



Parting shot: "When I see you smile..... " :)

One,21 guns.

love this song...twenty one guns.. the video is amazing.really touches you.

I'm kinda wondering is happiness a choice?

Maybe.

Not always though.

Sometimes,you are just down and you can't help it.

Music is so great.

Takes me to places,sets me dreaming,makes me smile,makes me cry,makes me happy.

You know.

God created a beautiful world.

if we look around us,we'd know that is true.

A starry night,
blue ocean,
a baby's smile,
beaches.
So many things.

Hmm. :)

I guess that's it from me for now.

Hope you have a wonderful day.

Parting shot: "I'm lucky you found me."

Say what you need to say.

You may never get a chance again.

Say what you need to say.


Love like it's forever.

I love this.All of it.

Makes so much sense.

But honestly,

we get too lost to do what we should do some times.

I want to thank god for everything which makes me smile when it's real tough.

My friends,my love,my family,memories.

Everything.

A tiny baby smiling at me.

A beautiful sky.

A comforting hug.

Everything.

:)


Parting shot: "John Denver-you rock!I love leaving on a jet plane.You wrote amazing music. :) "

Hope.

Beautiful Hope.

I love it.

:)

Parting shot: "Hope for long,hope for good."

I'll just wish it'll be okay in the end.

Parting shot: "Stuck in reverse..."

Umm.

"I'll be there one day."





Not in a very good mood right now.

Sigh.

I need to snap out of it.

I really need to.

I'm having way too many mood swings.

Not good ahhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Parting shot:"hurrah?"