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I love How I Met Your Mother... Such a funny show man! GO BARNEY! =) I love all the characters, the concept, the situations, the fact that it all feels so real... Love it... It is.. wait for it ;)... Fantabulous!...one of the best shows i've ever come across.
So..this break... Hmm. Can't say I'm over the moon about it.. I'm glad I have it... god knows i needed a vacation... but I'm afraid of being idle. It's horrible for my mood swings.. So I'm going to see if I can find the right course or hobby or something to pass time with. Only way to keep myself occupied.
Oh, by the way..I got to do something pretty different from what I usually do recently...I got to promote this product and it's new design (s) at a mall the other day.. I was actually helping a friend who needed promoters for the event. It was actually awesome fun.. Annoying at times but fun nevertheless.. So that's cool.
Yesterday, I spent a good amount of time at my favorite spot in the city... I loved staring at the endless stretch of sea in front of me and feel the pulse of the road behind me... I realized how much I missed doing it. So yesterday, was good.
On the mood/ happiness front, I'm not doing great. And I've been escaping. And..I don't know anymore.
I'm dying to join a contemporary dance class. I'm gonna go check out my options and zero down on something concrete real soon..I hope.
I'm almost positive I'm switching cities and going elsewhere in the country or the world after graduation. I want to get away from everything..and everyone. I want to vanish. And I'm very stubborn about this dream. I AM going away, living a different life, as soon as i can. I'm going to do it and I don't care how.
So I'm biding time and waiting, counting on a few dreams. Dance, emote, switch, write songs, explore,get rid of inhibitions ( I'm actually making pretty good progress there) ... earn enough to afford a decent quality of life... travel a lot, take lots of pictures..
I love dogs. I love how they are so friendly, so loyal... You show them even the slightest bit of concern, shower them with a little love..and they give you so much back in return. They don't hurt you, they don't leave you... They only make you happy. And this applies to all of them, a stray dog you find on the street, a friend's pet.. all of them...
I need to figure out what I'm gonna do today. Hmm.. maybe visit an old friend..or go on a long walk... i need to get out and do something so i don't go insane...ha.
I love this:
"After all this time Severus?"
"Always...."
Well that's it from me.
Stay strong, dream on...
Parting shot:
" So close, yet so far.
I almost caught it,
That elusive bit of light, happiness,
I almost won it.
But in the end,
I felt like I'd caught sand,
It kept slipping away, slipping away,
I was left alone,
My mind was racing....
It didn't stay with me,
It slipped away...."
