Gotta be stronger.

Have to STOP getting overtly emotional...and over reacting..

Note to self: Take this one SERIOUSLY and try!

man,what IS up with me?

Blowing up like insane,at countless steps.

Buck up,buck up...

Life doesn't give second chances.

And when it does,you're insanely lucky!

Time to fight.

It's not the end..Life gets better.

All YOU have to do is hold on.

Not that tough.

Can be done.

Gotta be somebody.

Yeah...

Parting shot: "Don't cry anymore,come to me,i'll lend you a helping hand,even if i'm feeling weak,i'll take care if you,i'll help you..."

Hello darkness.

You're back again,aren't you?

You're torturing me.

Like you always would.

Why do you do this?

I agree,

I never was that great a human being.

But hey,

I didn't know I was so bad either!

It's just getting worse.

Torment.Pain.

I'm done,really.

I'm tired.

This is wrong.

Please take me away..

I don't want this anymore.

I really don't.

I'm stupid weak.

Always was.

Realized it now.

I've had enough.

I'm just not strong to fight,right?

Well,I agree with you.

So why don't you just come destroy me?

Don't kill me softly.

End it in a moment.

I really wish you could do that.

Sadistic darkness.

Parting shot: "Just bury me.."

"Till I'm no one again..."

I'm so gone today..

I was,yesterday too :P

But more so,today..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Sha la la la la la la.

Okay.Sorry about that. Madness..


I'm just so frustrated today.

This is just..too much.

One day,I'm really gonna fly like a free bird..do exactly what I want,when I want.

I have to try fulfilling a few dreams before age and responsibilities catch up with me.

I know one thing.

I've got this life,I've got to make the most of it.

You only get one chance.

I can't blow it.

I hate bad dreams.

It's like contradictory to the philosophy of sleep..PEACE.

that's what you're supposed to feel when you're sleeping right?

But bad dreams,nightmares...make it a horrible experience at times.

But hey,what about those awesome dreams?

Make you want to sleep forever.

:D

More than make up for the bad ones,eh?

Ok I'm blabbering.

Well,I guess I'll run.

Parting shot: " ..But you're still with me..so i get a feeling today,
It will be ok,
I'll close my eyes and try to forget all the scary things,
And just remember,
You're still here,
So it is gonna be,
It has to be okay."

Flying high.

I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
Soaring,
Looking at the world stretching out beneath me,
banishing my negative thoughts for awhile,
and feeling content.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
With thoughts of only you on my mind.
Closing my eyes,
And imagining you're here with me.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
And find a hill top,
Where I'll lay my head on the grass,
And look up at the sky,
Count the stars,
Until I fall asleep.
I'm gonna be flying high tonight,
And gonna be missing you every moment.

Parting shot: "Love is.." =)

Listen.

Why is the fire in your heart gone?

You'll be okay.Just wait..Please.Don't give up now.Cry a little if you need to but hang on.Everything will be okay.

Parting shot: "I just want us to be happy. =) "

You know..

I still feel scared.I have those moments when I just want to cuddle into a ball,my head on my knees,i want this little breather...

Well,all of us have those days,right? Hmm..

Today is undoubtedly one of those days...

Oh well.

Life is not all rosy..

I always (well,almost) knew that.

But there is this inner child inside me,this cynic,who absolutely refuses to accept that.

It's like I WANT to believe in happy endings,fairy tale existences and stuff like that..

Oh well,in my defense, I'm so very sure I'm not the only one.. =P

And may I just add here,terrorists are absolutely beyond me..I don't even want to understand them.

IAlso,you've got to look up Nick Vujicic...He is absolutely amazing.His strength moved me.

I cried watching this video.

Are you going to finish strong?

(Click on the link-Are you going to finish strong? I strongly recommend you watch this one.)

This is one amazing person..yeah..!

I am so grateful I got to know about him,he truly inspires me and makes me believe that it's not impossible to fight in the most difficult of circumstances.

Thanks for reading =)

Parting shot:

Living..or existing?

Fighters.

I wanna salute all those brave hearts who went down fighting.They're gonna live forever in my heart.

Amazing people... :)

For Randy Pausch.






His story moved me so much.He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer..he was told he didn't have much time left to live..
and inspite of that,he chose to smile in the face of unbearable pain.
He gave one of the most inspirational speeches known as "The Last lecture:Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams"...
It was based on how to achieve your child hood dreams.
A very under rated thing,you know..SO many of us need to remember how we wanted to fly a plane when we were five or perhaps fly to the moon when we were kids..

I wanted to do so many things.. =)

I wanted to be an astronaut,do live dance performances,be a doctor and make people smile..man,a really long list,you know. =D

Randy,

R.I.P..You were amazing,an inspiration.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

This is the URL to the youtube video,"The Last Lecture:Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams"...

Parting shot:"....And her very first true love
Is holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared."