Now my feet won't touch the ground...

I'm on a spree...  a mad spree. It's true that I have little idea as to what I'm up to these days but that's ok really. I've realized there's no point in wasting precious days, life is too short and we are merely travelers. Just passing by, just exploring. Besides, there is so much to do!

So I've made a new agenda (if you must) for me. Just busy working on it. Working my ass off actually. =) And It feels exhilarating! I love every bit of it and I'm positive I will achieve what I want. Soon. =D

I'm kind of nervous about the results. There's still time but I'm apprehensive, Fingers crossed. =)

I have my vivas tomorrow, the last bit and so I'm supposed to be preparing for those at the moment ha. Should be decent enough.

I miss dancing. It's been months, just too long, since I took a hiatus thanks to final year projects overload. I imagine I'll be able to get back to it properly after this year. Can't wait.


 Have you ever wished upon a star? Have you ever wondered why some people simply scoff at the mere mention of it, dismiss it and act all practical and 'realistic'? What's wrong with dreaming a little, my friend? If you don't have a vision, how will you see and know what you want? Why won't you follow your heart, which always knows what's up when your mind's playing tricks on you... It's worth leaping, taking a risk, knowing you tried. Every day. Every second.  You want to know you didn't let yourself down. Because YOU matter.

And so, I should be getting back to having a quick look at them notes.. =) And I'll leave you here, with a final parting shot for today...

Laugh a lot, Dance like no one's watching, Run like a crazy bum high on life, Spill chocolate all over,  Smile often! =)

                                                                             You are Loved.

Pain is the enemy, universal love is the saviour..what?

Oh I know, it's been a million years since I wrote. But sometimes, even though your head is full of these little thoughts chasing each other like someone possessed, you just can't motivate yourself enough... Your inspiration fails you or appears randomly, lets you drink in a nice healthy glimpse but then, before you can say,'What?", it's gone. Again.

I'm on my own weird ( pyschotic? deranged?) trip at the moment. But whatever. I'm frustrated. and sad. So I'm allowed. =)

I wish people would stop wasting time and hurting other people. What's the fun in that anyway? It's sick, it's sadistic and no, it doesn't leave you with a warm feeling inside either like perhaps the way you feel when a beggar,poor kid smiles at you in gratitude or when you think about that time you kissed for the first time and forgot the world around you even existed.... Uh yeah.

I'm just starting to realizing my insides are bursting with a lot of unsaid things... Unhealthy, unhealthy. Meanwhile, my mind is bursting with advertising strategies and it also occasionally( very occasionally) wanders to the paper I wrote yesterday, copy writing et al. I'm most unsatisfied with how distracted I seem to be and how my creativity is going on a nice roller-coaster ride without even inviting me along. Unfair.

Come to think of it, I haven't sat on a roller coaster since... three years..almost. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? O_o

I miss being a carefree kid. I miss having nothing to worry about. Not the future, not my life. I miss the good ol' days. Bleh. What sort of crisis is this? I'm 20 and not even further ahead in order to proclaim it's a mid-life crisis so all the annoying hurtful types can go stuff their heads. Anyway...

I'm in this super unhappy mode today. Ah. Today.You bad, bad boy. Why'd you come lurking into my personal space? Why don't you and yesterday go chat somewhere while I sneak along and join day before yesterday? Sounds like a plan?

Told you I'm on my own trip. Psychotic aaaaaaaaaaaah. I wish I'd grow wings one of these days so I could just take off. Disappearing never sounded so tempting. Alone on a tiny island with nothing but ocean water and the blue skies and perhaps, my collection of music and a few thousand stories to pass the time with. Yayness. =/

  

 Parting shot: You know I ALMOST forgot I used to do this. Well anyway, fly, flew,flying, flown. Toodles.