About life.

I'm slowly realizing something. I really am reckless. Whether I want to admit that or not, I definitely am. And this is not just judging by recent behaviour, I have always been like that.. It's just that the reckless side is showing up now more often than before...

I don't even know whether that's a good thing or bad thing ha. I mean my recklessness might..what? get me killed someday? =P Ha. No.. I don't think so.

But i'm so certain many people would disapprove of reckless behaviour.

And i understand what they mean too. They're concerned.

But honestly, I can't seem to help it. I like being reckless.. It kind of relieves me, makes me feel happy inside.

Life has been multi coloured off late. So, shades of grey, white, absolute black and others spring up every now and then. I'm not looking forward to any sort of leave because I HATE being idle. It only acts like fuel for stupid thoughts to rise up. But hopefully, i'll take up an old activity again or work on new hobbies this time around. Note to self: Idle+ you= Bad combination.

Hmm...I have exams coming up real soon. Bleh.

I keep getting the feeling I need to do something. Many things actually.Considering I've had a super busy schedule recently, I'm surprised I get the time to feel something like that at all. =P

Yesterday night was so awful. Kept waking up every now and then. Not fun. Considering I had an early class today.

However, I must add... Life has brought me a few good things too in the past few days. And boy, I'm grateful! =)

Ah i should get back to pending stuff for now. Until next time then..

Parting shot: " What rocks more? Woo hoo or yay? Or wait. Cheers?"
"You're mad."
*Blush blush*

=P