Starting over.

I don't know how many people are actually going to read this. As for how many folks will read AND comment, I can't even guess! :P
I'm writing in here to vent. That's it. This is not an attempt to get famous and to establish myself or something.
Just my feelings.
Does that sound boring? :)
Anyway, I'm on that threshold of life where I'm confused threefold. It's THAT bad!
Confused about what,you ask.
So many things.
But let's keep that for later.
Music has become so important for me that I can't even imagine life without it. It's too likable to let go,if you ask me! :D
I have a few ambitions in life which I want to fulfill sooner than later.Not a bucket list but a list nevertheless.
I want to travel the world and explore new places.I want to live in other countries,in other nooks and crannies of the world for the experience. Walking on a new street,watching the sun set from a different side of the world,waking up to new sounds can be uplifting,I think.
I also want to make a difference. Nah,not some sort of revolutionary act. I just want to put a smile on some one's face.Someone who really needs it. I want to help those for whom life comes down harder than others.
I want to experience TRUE love.Not some fling. I mean, REAL love.
I want to make music. Lots of it.
I want to become a better person. Oh,I'm not horribly mean or bad or anything. Just want to be better,you know?
I want to be more confident of myself.I want to believe in myself,more.
That's it.For now!

Parting shot: " Don't ever let that sparkle of hope leave your eyes. Let it swim through the deepest of oceans,let it ignite through the worst of storms, let it shine through the darkest of nights."